Remember..




You're so far but you always in my thought.. I want you to know that the memories we've made together always be the sweetest ever in my life. I want you to know that distance will never break us apart. I want you to know that I will never do things that can make us hate each other. I need you to know that. The relationship that we built,I'm not gonna make it falling down easily. I want us to be together forever if God willing. Will you be with me forever and ever Muhammad Imran? After all the challenges that we had been through,I hope you realized that I love you more than anything else. It's not the looks,or fame or money that I want from you,but your sincere love and care that I want most. Hope you know,deep down in my heart,it's you that I want to be at my side. Remember,I'll always love you dear..




Going distance

SURAT
TAWARAN
Bahagian Pengambilan Pelajar
Universiti Teknologi MARA

40450, Shah Alam Selangor, Malaysia
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Program:
(AM110)
Sepenuh Masa
DIPLOMA PENTADBIRAN AWAM
FAKULTI SAINS PENTADBIRAN & PENGAJIAN POLISI
Kampus: M - UiTM Kampus Alor Gajah Semester: DISEMBER 2010

Sila datang mendaftar di tempat yang ditetapkan.

Tempat: UITM KAMPUS ALOR GAJAH
KM 26 JALAN LENDU, 78000 ALOR GAJAH, MELAKA
Tarikh: 27/12/2010
Masa:
9:00AM - 4:30PM

Kemudahan dan Bayaran

Yuran pengajian satu semester: SILA RUJUK BIL BAYARAN

Kemudahan kolej kediaman : DISEDIAKAN



PENTING
1. Program dan kampus yang ditawarkan adalah MUKTAMAD. Sebarang permohonan pertukaran tidak akan dilayan.
2. Anda dikehendaki mematuhi syarat-syarat tawaran seperti berikut.
3. Sila bawa sijil-sijil asal dan salinan SEMASA MENDAFTAR. [Senarai Semakan & Borang-borang Pelajar Baru]
4. Anda dikehendaki membuat pengesahan penerimaan / penolakan tawaran dengan segera dalam tempoh yang ditetapkan melalui laman web di http://istudent.uitm.edu.my/intake .
5. Calon hanya diterima sebagai pelajar UiTM setelah datang mendaftar, membayar yuran pengajian serta memenuhi syarat kemasukan yang ditetapkan oleh UiTM.





So finally,after lots of patience and gave up,I'm officially going to UiTM. Trust me, berat hati nak tinggalkan Unirazak tapi I gotta do what I need to do right. I mean this the first and last time I get this kind of opportunity and I'm not gonna blown it just like that. Although I know I have to start from the bottom,but if it's worth it to me and my family,well I must go with it. About my lover of my life,Imran Ahmad,I'll always gonna love you. And trust me,you are the first that I'm gonna miss. Our memories won't fade away,I promise. Maybe we can meet once in a month. But no matter what happened,remember that I'll always love you my dear.. So here we go again,I'm gonna stop here for right now. Love,Della.


"F"

This is exactly how I feel right now. It's hard to describe,it's unexplained but I guess this is the right word for all that happens in my life right now. And yeah,I am reaaaaaallllyyyyy enjoys it. I know I'm a strong girl,but come on even Wonder Woman fail sometime right,so it shows that I'm not that strong enough perhaps maybe I'm just a tough girl inside and out. Life have to move on. You go upwards not backwards. Love issues will never have the end and yet I'm kinda sick and tired of fighting. Why love,oh why? Family and money,well these both things don't bother me that much like love issues. People were right,relationship are hard especially when you have someone special in your life huh. You gotta do what you have to do man! I mean,I am being myself and I don't change for who I am just for love. That is shitly hypocrite. So,yeah go FUCK.

No more counting..

Keputusan kemasukan ke UiTMsesi Disember 2010 akan diumumkan pada

Program Diploma 15 November

Ya Allah,takutnya aku. I am scared waiting for the result. Afraid that I'm gonna be disappointed again. Afraid to lose my only hope. Afraid to let down my parents again. After all,I don't have lots of time anymore. Next year would be my last year as foundation student and will be continuing my study in Bachelor of English(Hons). If I get into UiTm, well I have to say goodbye to Unitar and hello to UiTm. I guess the counting days will gonna over soon. Hopefully, I can get in,amiiiiiin..

You used to hold me

Truth is,how fucking-ly I miss you..It's hard to express it by words but gosh I do miss you a lot! I wish I can see you everyday but I know life is not that easy as we wish and I don't hope high. I can survive without you by my side but I must say surviving by myself without you in my life? I don't think it will be as easy as 1,2,3.. There's a long way to go for us.. To achieve what we all want for and to be success in the future..Together we try to survive in this hectic world cause how much we hate our life are,this is only the beginning right?

There's never too late to say I Love You

It's so easy to make up your mind but the hardest thing is convincing your heart.
---------------------------------------------------

Muhammad Imran Ahmad,I do love you actually..How bad sometimes our relationship,we're still be together at the end of the story. We may not be the perfect couple ever,well who say's we're perfect anyway. Let just say I can't wait to see what happened in the next few years. Seriously, I can't wait to for the drama! ;)
♥Della

Love the way you lie

I don't know how long can I deal with this thing.I'm damn tired of pretending that everything seems okay outside,but inside,it's getting suffer.Don't ask me until when cause I really don't know the answer.I am thinking of giving up but then I realize it will be wasted after all this time we're being together. Then again,we'll wait and pray to God that everything will be okay just like before..

To be honest,

If God made us for each other,this might be the answer. I want you to know that I always love you. If anything that can break us apart, trust me, I wouldn't forgive myself. Just let you know, I am yours for right now.

Tagged With ♥


Roses are red,Violets are blue,you know I love you..
And yet,I will always continuing loving you..
This is only a middle chapter in our love story,
We never know how it will be end..
But,no matter how it will be,
I'm still loving you..
I'll be beside you when you need me,
For you to cry,happy or whatever that might be,
I'll be here for you..
And here I am saying,
Happy 1 year & 6 month anniversary,
I love you Imran Ahmad..

Roullette


I've been busy with university life.Very very busy and very very tired.I didn't get the chance to study in my university of choice,but I'm not giving up.I am studying now at UniRazak doing my one year foundation and hopefully I have a good pointer for me to entering IPTA to do my bachelor. By the way,I really miss Kim,Nurul,Hafiey,Ameena,Izzat,Syue and Yana.I miss Khatty too so much. And I really really really miss my Muhammad Imran Ahmad. Love you guys soooo much! And I'm sorry if lately I've been ignoring you guys,I'm not ignoring but I'm just tired.You guys understand it right? I'm sure you will.

Listen



First of all,I want to say that I'm gonna miss Ain,Mus and Afiq Akmal,they've been really great friends tho. Going to continuing study in local university heh ? How lucky you guys are and please please study smart as foundation is only for one year :)

Secondly,I'm not perfect but that doesn't meant I'm stupid right? It's my decision what course I want to study and it's all up to me to made up my decision,PERIOD. I know I'm not smart enough but at least I'll give it a try,and I'm serious about it. Poly-tech might not be the "one" for me maybe because the course that I want is not in there as all the courses in there well..not quite relevant for me i guess. I just hope this time would be better than before,I hope this time would change P & M perspective about my decision in study and I just hope they would respect my final decision,that's all I'm asking from them.

FOR ANOTHER 1 YEAR HOPE






"I was waiting for the longest time,"she said. " I thought you forget."
"It is hard to forget,"he said, "when there is such empty space when you're gone."



Happy 1 YEAR AND 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG . I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AS LONG I'M STILL BREATHING AND ONLY GOD CAN DESTINE & TEAR US APART.
THANK YOU FOR ALL THIS YEARS FOR BEING WITH ME EITHER WHEN I'M SAD OR HAPPY. EVERY MOMENT IS YOU IS PRICELESS.
I LOVE YOU IMRAN AHMAD.

Feel it

GOODBYE MY LOVER


Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Hungry for Anger


If a small thing has the power to make you angry, does that not indicate something about your size?
Sydney J. Harris



He who angers you conquers you.
Elizabeth Kenny

Give up?Ain't gonna happen.

IPTA . Maybe I don't have the luck to get it but at least there are still hope since they open the "borang rayuan" thing . Dapat tak dapat,well that's the other story . But I really hope I can get it . It just,I'm trying my best to get into local universities so that I don't need to pay such a lot of money just for studying . I know,local or private,it's still the same,but hey if you've have the chance to study in local why not ? Local is still the best too right . Anyway,things happened and I can't turning back . Time is precious,so I don't want to waste it like I used do in the past . By the way,congrats to Khatty,Alya,Sarah and Ain cause you guys got the chance to study in local . Study hard guys :)

It's true





Remember me



It was a day to remember right? All the drama and incidents made it more fun and unforgettable . I'm sure Izzat will remember it . Crying scene remember M, non-stop talking remember N , rain and lost handphone remember me, green "Ferrari" remember Hafiey and last but not least,Beyonce' butt remember Ethan :) We may don't have a lots of money but who cares if you have crazy wacky quirky that accept who you really are. Thanks guys!





p/s;Babe,I must admit,I do miss you tho):

It's all about YOU

I ♥ when,
  1. you play with my hair
  2. you sleep so I can tickle your face;)
  3. you get jealous for silly things*wink
  4. you sings for me even though you don't have a "lovely voice"
  5. you get mad
  6. you put your warm arm around me
  7. you hug me
  8. you kiss my forehead
  9. you play with my hands and compare the sizes of my fingers with yours
  10. you call me every night just to hear my voice
  11. you're sweat
  12. you wear your stupid boxers ;D
  13. you start making your weird dance moves
  14. you start getting blur
  15. you when you're naked whoaahh;))
  16. you send me your goodnight text
  17. your football team M.U lost the game
  18. you hate my team CHELSEA
  19. and last but not least,
  20. YOU LOVE ME TOO..
especially for you I

Listen,the rain is pouring again..

The love of heaven makes one heavenly.
-William Shakespeare-




Between rain and love






It's 2 o'clock in the morning and it's still raining outside..I wish you were here,makes sure I'm warm under your hug and said to me I'm here with you..I choose rain because it's remind me a pieces of you deep in myself.And love because you're my only love that I have for right now..We will be apart soon and I know it's hard for you to let me go..Goodbye maybe a perfect word to end it..You do what you have to do..But,deep down in my heart, I don't want you to let me go and far away from your sight..Thanks for the great memoirs..Thanks for everything..I will always love you..

Carry my heart away

The words describe it all..






You're not old enough to be grown up

I miss the old times..I really do..


Being crazy and silly all the time..


And I miss..
2009

Hangout till you vormit





















View pictures from bottom to above.

Bottom pictures were at Sunway Pyramid and pictures above were at Andalus,Damai.Overall,we had an awesome time! We got summons by police haha which was hilarious;) Well,enjoy the pictures everyone!Btw,thanks N,Fiy and Izzat! Love you guys! ♥D

Underwear

Twilight heartthrob Kellan Lutz stripping off to front the latest Calvin Klein Underwearcampaign.Grrrr!His just soooo hooottt isn't it?Damn,I would fall in love with this guys if his mine;)♥D

A bunch of us.






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We end up with a tired face as this day goes so well.Shisha,ciggars,movies,all the stuff that we did.Thanks to I & Zil for making our day crazy:))