Knock Myself Down..

Just want to inform you guys that this is my last post before Hari Raya...
Sadly,I've got SPM trial on 1st September of 2009.
Well,there's no turning back right.Just do the best I can.Hopefully..
Trial SPM dalam bulan puasa haihhh:(
I really really really hope I can do well in my trial cause I need the scholarship tho!
Goodbye For Now..

yours truly,

della

Because of Scholarship..

Hiatus peeps..
Trial SPM is getting near and I have another test to come..
I need to get excellent result for my trial so I can get scholarship..
Form 4 is soo honeymoon!
Study hard,study smart missy:)

p/s;Goodbye for another world legend,Michael Jackson:((

Bottom from my heart,

"You don't had me on your first hello but you had me on your first smile"

Dear,

The text message that I've got from you at 5.01 am wokes me up.It's makes me felt really bad.Bad maybe because the way I've threat you so badly?Or is it just an old lame excuse to hide how your really felt about me through my past?The words "ily" is enough to shows me how you really care about me.Everyday..Please,just for once don't judge me by my past.They had gone from my heart.Gone for a long long long time..

"I can't describe you for a million reason"

These words that makes me to move on.No more "they"..No more silly mistake.Just no more..

Back to Basic

HOLIDAY!

School hols is finally over!Trust me,2weeks of hols,I didn't learned anything.And I really meant ANYTHING.
Went to motivation camp held by school well,erm I guess I didn't get any motivate for myself.Pathetic lah weyy!
At there,people cried,missing their parents,bf,blabla but as for me,I didn't felt any.But tipu lah takde langsung!
I guess I'm back on track.Get ready to hear teachers "advice" every morning.Get ready to hear mama membebel dekat aku.Get ready to know how you doing in your exam and to see what your teacher write about you.

GET READY GET READY GET READY!

But one thing that I like is I can do my normal routine after school.Ahhh I can smell the ciggarette smoke haish.
How I miss Kedai Nenek and Nenek!Rindu giler!Btw,yeah I'm officially open this to all of you.So yeah,wtv;)

DUNHILL DUNHILL DUNHILL!MARLBORO MARLBORO MARLBORO!

Notes:

To my dearest boyfriend and bestfriends and friends,
I'm so-so-so-so-so-so sooorrrryyyy!I'm still fucking-ly,effing-ly pissed off with my sis and my parents!
So unfair b'cause my sis can go out and I had to backup her,but when it comes my turn,pfft!Tak boleh lah,itu la ini lah!Macam sial jeh ohh diorang.Sorry aku terkurang ajar :(
Conclusion is,I really hope you guys understand my situation okay.Being the eldest is not easy.And I must tell you,sometimes your parents can be so fussy about you and honestly,aku kadang2 rasa mama papa pilih kasih.
Eventhough you already did all your work and had done your responsiblity as the eldest,but still they never appreciate it.For those whose born as youngest and the 2nd child,you guys are very vey very lucky.

*malas sungguh untuk membuka mata,bangun dari katil,pergi toilet mandi seawal 6.30 a.m:(

You and I Both Love

I don't have a present to give..
I don't have a kiss for you..
I don't have chocolates to make you smile..
I don't have a cake to suprise you..
But,I had your heart to take it along with me..
HAPPY 6MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG <3

Tagged by Khatty

Rules and regulation of the tag; All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.
Write the names of 21 friends you can think in your head. And then answer the questions. Say you're guessing if you don't know,but at least guess on all of them. After doing this,tag your unlucky friends to do the same.

1.Siti Khadijah

2.Imran Ahmad

3.Hakim Nasir

4.Anis

5.Sarah Aiman

6.Maryam

7.Alya Farhanah

8.Aminah

9.Nurul

10.Syue

11.Dzul

12.Afiq Akmal

13.Hazreen

14.Fazli

15.Azrul

16.Ain

17.Adib

18.A

19.F

20.A

21.H



1. How do you meet 1?
SKTS 1999;)

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
Same class so mesti jumpa jugak.

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
Stop them!Because 20 is not a good man.

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
Yes,I have.Hodoh kot haha.

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
Lesbian sgt!

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
Honestly,haha littletinyitstbitsy ada.

7. What's 2 favourite colour?
Black:)

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
Few days ago haihh..

9. What language does 8 speak ?
Mix maybe:p

10. Who is 13 going out with?
Forgot to ask haha.

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
Haha date once,that's it.

12. Where does 18 live?
Kedah.

13. What is the best thing about 4?
She's always support for me whenever I want to light my marlboro ;)

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
Bhai,bila nak lepak kondo haha.

15. What is the best thing about 20?
A good kisser maybe hee.

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
Babe,tolong jawabkan haha.

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
She's always emo lahh.

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
Everyday!


19. How is 7 different from 6?
They both have difference age.


20. Is 2 pretty?
Ohh yes,macam pondan dekat melati tu haha.


21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
Psycho dude;p


22. How did you meet 3?
Semenkeb jadi cupid (:


23. Is 2 until 21 is your best friend?
Some yes,some na'ah.


24. Do you love 1?
Babe,pls marry me haha.


25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Nope,idk.


26. When was the last time you saw 16?
At kesuma miss her:(


27. Have you been to 5's house?
Yup!Best ohh hehe.


28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
Bukak sekolah!

29. Are you close to 11?
Only when he wants to know where is K


30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
Yup.


31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
We're both gotten in to trouble heh.


32. Would you give 19 a hug?
Why not auww;)


33. When have you lied to 3?
Never I guess.


34. Is 11 good at socializing?
Sort of maybe.


35. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
Her laugh yang kuat kalah pontianak haha.


36. Has 1 met your parents?
Yes.My parents approved her hehe.


37. How did you meet 1?
Darjah 1rubi :)



38. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
Physically not yet.


39. Do you live close to 14?
No,I don't.


40. What is 16 favourite food?
Her dad cooked!


41. What kind of car does 1 have?
Dengar gossip,she wants to buy a ferrari haha.


42. Have you traveled anywhere with 12?
Nope,maybe after SPM hee.


43. If you give 1 a RM100, What would she spend it on?
Food,clothes,movies,present for her "apek" haha.

Beauty is Pain

Firstly,thanks to I cuz' tolong ambikkan kasut ni.Sorry sangat if menyusahkan.Back to the story.
Aku order heels ni few days ago and yess!finally aku dapat jugak.Mezzanine memang jual kasut heels yang betul2 "killer".Aku tak tipu.Dengan perasaan yang proudly gila,aku koyak plastik and bukak kotak kasut tu then aku try.D.A.M.N! Betapa bestnya aku dapat menjadi tinggi even for a minute.Oh dunia,lihatlah aku!Kedepek! aku terduduk atas kerusi.Selamat ada "life saver" kalau tak gegarlah assetku.Hahahahaha padan muka nak sangat jadi tinggi,hah ambik kau!Ada hati konon pfft.Terus tak stabil nak berdiri.Sumpah,kini aku bangga menjadi orang yang tak berapa nak tinggi .Punca kedepek!?Rupa-rupanya there's a mini pump infront of the peep(kaum adam,hiraukan ayat pelik ni) yang aku sendiri tak perasan masa time aku bodek tengok gambar kasut ni.Enlarge the picture to see the thing. Aku pakai tak sampai 5minit,kaki aku especially my right feet macam nak tercabut *sigh.Sampai sekarang denyut-denyut lagi kaki aku.Alahai kasut!4.5 inch pair of heels what do you expect right.Serves you right.Ketawakan kan dia hahahahahaha.Bodoh!Moral of the story:Biar pendek,asalkan stabil :)
Well,I might wearing this "killersexyhot" shoes only for any events or function where mostly I'm just sitting on the chair alot.Itupun if "ada" lah.Kalau tak,practise buat catwalk model runaway dekat rumah depan cermin jelah oii.

p/s;i still love you shoes.i really do:(