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First of all,I want to say that I'm gonna miss Ain,Mus and Afiq Akmal,they've been really great friends tho. Going to continuing study in local university heh ? How lucky you guys are and please please study smart as foundation is only for one year :)

Secondly,I'm not perfect but that doesn't meant I'm stupid right? It's my decision what course I want to study and it's all up to me to made up my decision,PERIOD. I know I'm not smart enough but at least I'll give it a try,and I'm serious about it. Poly-tech might not be the "one" for me maybe because the course that I want is not in there as all the courses in there well..not quite relevant for me i guess. I just hope this time would be better than before,I hope this time would change P & M perspective about my decision in study and I just hope they would respect my final decision,that's all I'm asking from them.

FOR ANOTHER 1 YEAR HOPE






"I was waiting for the longest time,"she said. " I thought you forget."
"It is hard to forget,"he said, "when there is such empty space when you're gone."



Happy 1 YEAR AND 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG . I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AS LONG I'M STILL BREATHING AND ONLY GOD CAN DESTINE & TEAR US APART.
THANK YOU FOR ALL THIS YEARS FOR BEING WITH ME EITHER WHEN I'M SAD OR HAPPY. EVERY MOMENT IS YOU IS PRICELESS.
I LOVE YOU IMRAN AHMAD.

Feel it

GOODBYE MY LOVER


Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Hungry for Anger


If a small thing has the power to make you angry, does that not indicate something about your size?
Sydney J. Harris



He who angers you conquers you.
Elizabeth Kenny

Give up?Ain't gonna happen.

IPTA . Maybe I don't have the luck to get it but at least there are still hope since they open the "borang rayuan" thing . Dapat tak dapat,well that's the other story . But I really hope I can get it . It just,I'm trying my best to get into local universities so that I don't need to pay such a lot of money just for studying . I know,local or private,it's still the same,but hey if you've have the chance to study in local why not ? Local is still the best too right . Anyway,things happened and I can't turning back . Time is precious,so I don't want to waste it like I used do in the past . By the way,congrats to Khatty,Alya,Sarah and Ain cause you guys got the chance to study in local . Study hard guys :)