Be loud
I never promise anything to you. And I will never make any promises that I know I can't make it come true. What matters now is are you still with me? Do you still want me to be at your side? Can you accept for who I am? For better or for worse? Do you still love me like you used to? Can I trust you? These questions keep bugging in my head like forever,wondering if you are really the one that meant to be with me forever and ever? You see,I have my own opinion which I need to speak it out. I'm a privacy person. Like really privacy. I don't like people to know much about me unless I start it first. I don't like people questioning,judging me by my past. I will respect your privacy if you respect mine. Simple isn't it? For God sake,I really love you my darling but there are certain thing that we need to keep it boundaries especially our privacy. I don't ask anything except this. That's all. I love you and I want to see you to be a very successful man in the future. If you are the one for me,I wouldn't ask anything but for your love and care. Kalau ada jodoh,kita takkan ke mana. Insyaallah.
It's a beautiful life
Pengalaman memberikan aku banyak pengajaran. And trust me,I've had my lesson like a LOT. No kidding. 2012 is a year where I should stop having fun and get down to do more serious matter such as study. Yup,you see it,STUDY. My grade is getting worse that it's killing me slowly. My 3 years love life is well,failed. 3 years of relationship failed and our distance relationship turned out to be a big failure. I guess I knew this long distance relationship isn't gonna work from the beginning. But hey,things happened and we shall not look at the back. Benda dah pun jadi dan kita tak boleh nak patah balik. I'm not a time machine so what happened in the past will stays as a past and memories. It's no point being angry,moody,sober person when you know there are many things that are way more important than being that person. I admit that I'm not good enough for him but atleast I tried my best. So..move on into the next topic.
Pendek kata,tahun 2012 aku berharap it's gonna be my year to turn things go well again. Hidup didunia ini betul betul bermakna kalau kau betul betul manfaatkan ia. As long as I have my family and friends and I get their support,that's enough for me to move on and able to be a successful person. Goals,here I come to achieve you!
No more tears
We have been control by our emotions and our ego. And we will be drowning slowly if we can't control ourselves anymore. If there's one thing I don't lie to you is I love you. And that's the one thing I cannot lie. Those 3 words..
The right things for me to say
I ain't gonna lie about how I felt towards you.
Cause lies only gonna make us more hurt.
Trust is the most important things is life and love.
But as we live,no one is honest enough,including us.
Thus,this is the song that I guess tell you how I felt lately.
Hope you listen and feel the same way of how I felt.
A tribute song just for you
A million words could not describe how much I love you most. For all the challenges that we've been through,I hope it's worth it after all. You and I are may have different personality,attitude,taste of music and fashion,but still our love is the most common thing. Thanks for being such a great man in my life,I love you Imran Ahmad ♥
Right words
The right song for the right people and for the people that you love the most. And as for me,I dedicated this song to Imran.Hope you feel the same way like I felt.
The New Touch
What it have: 1.2 GHz processor, 8 GB of onboard memory, 720p HD video recording, dual-band Wi-Fi®, a built-in compass (magnetometer) and Near Field Communication (NFC) technology. BlackBerry® 7 OS.
p/s; I want this freaking thing BADLY!
Between you and me
Miles mean nothing when you are in love, and Love means everything when you are miles apart.
Love which has been tested by distance and obstacles, and has passed, is true love.
There's no no long distance about love, it always finds a way to bring hearts together no matter how many miles there are between them.
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MAMA
3 words is never enough
This song is perfect for someone who you love so much..
And I dedicate this song for you my dear Imran Ahmad with ♥
Things that need to be done
I have one month to do the things that I've should done before I go back to UiTM Lendu and start my new semester at there. List:
- Gotta finish up my "stranded" driving license that unfinished.
- Need to buy hard disk.
- Repair my crazy laptop.
- Hang out with my friends as many as I can.
- Must go out a day with my mum. MUST.
- Try spending time with him as much as I can.
- Buy new season complete set of How I Met Your Mother,Big Bang Theory and Glee.
- Need to clean up my old clothes in my closet. *sigh
- Do a movie marathon. Everyday is a movie day :)
- Exercise? Maybe yes or maybe not.
I'll try my best to complete these things. In fact I am starting already. Goodluck to me! ;)
A bet of feeling
For all the things that I had did in the past,a sin is a sin. I'm not perfect. But I am no stranger. I did a lot of mistakes but I guess I didn't learn that much. I'm growing up. I'm not getting younger. I need to open my mind and my eyes I need a changing in my life. Maybe a space. A space where I can think clearly what I want. I need to let go my past. Obviously,I don't let it go yet.Am I afraid or what? Honesty,insecure,commitment. Do I really have all those 3? I don't have the answer. I really don't..
The word S
I wish this is true. I guess somehow I need to share what I feel and how I felt. Cause I know,when I share my problems,I'm not alone. Atleast I don't have too much burden stuck in my brain right. Like they said,sharing is caring.
You are my first time
No matter how hurt ourselves everytime we get into fight,this song always reminding me about how much I love you so much Imran.. And if God's willing,I want to be with you forever..
Remember..
You're so far but you always in my thought.. I want you to know that the memories we've made together always be the sweetest ever in my life. I want you to know that distance will never break us apart. I want you to know that I will never do things that can make us hate each other. I need you to know that. The relationship that we built,I'm not gonna make it falling down easily. I want us to be together forever if God willing. Will you be with me forever and ever Muhammad Imran? After all the challenges that we had been through,I hope you realized that I love you more than anything else. It's not the looks,or fame or money that I want from you,but your sincere love and care that I want most. Hope you know,deep down in my heart,it's you that I want to be at my side. Remember,I'll always love you dear..
Going distance
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| So finally,after lots of patience and gave up,I'm officially going to UiTM. Trust me, berat hati nak tinggalkan Unirazak tapi I gotta do what I need to do right. I mean this the first and last time I get this kind of opportunity and I'm not gonna blown it just like that. Although I know I have to start from the bottom,but if it's worth it to me and my family,well I must go with it. About my lover of my life,Imran Ahmad,I'll always gonna love you. And trust me,you are the first that I'm gonna miss. Our memories won't fade away,I promise. Maybe we can meet once in a month. But no matter what happened,remember that I'll always love you my dear.. So here we go again,I'm gonna stop here for right now. Love,Della. | |||||||||||||||
"F"
This is exactly how I feel right now. It's hard to describe,it's unexplained but I guess this is the right word for all that happens in my life right now. And yeah,I am reaaaaaallllyyyyy enjoys it. I know I'm a strong girl,but come on even Wonder Woman fail sometime right,so it shows that I'm not that strong enough perhaps maybe I'm just a tough girl inside and out. Life have to move on. You go upwards not backwards. Love issues will never have the end and yet I'm kinda sick and tired of fighting. Why love,oh why? Family and money,well these both things don't bother me that much like love issues. People were right,relationship are hard especially when you have someone special in your life huh. You gotta do what you have to do man! I mean,I am being myself and I don't change for who I am just for love. That is shitly hypocrite. So,yeah go FUCK.
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