Big Bum Bummer

Be loud

2012-01-27T13:07:00.000-08:00

I never promise anything to you. And I will never make any promises that I know I can't make it come true. What matters now is are you still with me? Do you still want me to be at your side? Can you accept for who I am? For better or for worse? Do you still love me like you used to? Can I trust you? These questions keep bugging in my head like forever,wondering if you are really the one that meant to be with me forever and ever? You see,I have my own opinion which I need to speak it out. I'm a privacy person. Like really privacy. I don't like people to know much about me unless I start it first. I don't like people questioning,judging me by my past. I will respect your privacy if you respect mine. Simple isn't it? For God sake,I really love you my darling but there are certain thing that we need to keep it boundaries especially our privacy. I don't ask anything except this. That's all. I love you and I want to see you to be a very successful man in the future. If you are the one for me,I wouldn't ask anything but for your love and care. Kalau ada jodoh,kita takkan ke mana. Insyaallah.

It's a beautiful life

2012-01-10T05:28:00.000-08:00

Pengalaman memberikan aku banyak pengajaran. And trust me,I've had my lesson like a LOT. No kidding. 2012 is a year where I should stop having fun and get down to do more serious matter such as study. Yup,you see it,STUDY. My grade is getting worse that it's killing me slowly. My 3 years love life is well,failed. 3 years of relationship failed and our distance relationship turned out to be a big failure. I guess I knew this long distance relationship isn't gonna work from the beginning. But hey,things happened and we shall not look at the back. Benda dah pun jadi dan kita tak boleh nak patah balik. I'm not a time machine so what happened in the past will stays as a past and memories. It's no point being angry,moody,sober person when you know there are many things that are way more important than being that person. I admit that I'm not good enough for him but atleast I tried my best. So..move on into the next topic.

Pendek kata,tahun 2012 aku berharap it's gonna be my year to turn things go well again. Hidup didunia ini betul betul bermakna kalau kau betul betul manfaatkan ia. As long as I have my family and friends and I get their support,that's enough for me to move on and able to be a successful person. Goals,here I come to achieve you!

No more tears

2011-07-18T23:15:00.000-07:00

We have been control by our emotions and our ego. And we will be drowning slowly if we can't control ourselves anymore. If there's one thing I don't lie to you is I love you. And that's the one thing I cannot lie. Those 3 words..

The right things for me to say

2011-06-27T21:25:00.000-07:00

I ain't gonna lie about how I felt towards you.

Cause lies only gonna make us more hurt.

Trust is the most important things is life and love.

But as we live,no one is honest enough,including us.

Thus,this is the song that I guess tell you how I felt lately.

Hope you listen and feel the same way of how I felt.

A tribute song just for you

2011-06-12T09:24:00.000-07:00

A million words could not describe how much I love you most. For all the challenges that we've been through,I hope it's worth it after all. You and I are may have different personality,attitude,taste of music and fashion,but still our love is the most common thing. Thanks for being such a great man in my life,I love you Imran Ahmad ♥

Right words

2011-05-24T03:02:00.000-07:00

The right song for the right people and for the people that you love the most. And as for me,I dedicated this song to Imran.Hope you feel the same way like I felt.

The New Touch

2011-05-12T01:18:00.000-07:00

What it have: 1.2 GHz processor, 8 GB of onboard memory, 720p HD video recording, dual-band Wi-Fi®, a built-in compass (magnetometer) and Near Field Communication (NFC) technology. BlackBerry® 7 OS.

p/s; I want this freaking thing BADLY!

Between you and me

2011-05-08T10:35:00.000-07:00

Miles mean nothing when you are in love, and Love means everything when you are miles apart.

Love which has been tested by distance and obstacles, and has passed, is true love.

There's no no long distance about love, it always finds a way to bring hearts together no matter how many miles there are between them.

TheLoveStories(Twitter)

MAMA

2011-05-06T10:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Mama,you are the most amazing person I've ever met in this world. I know that we're not in the same page or opinions sometimes but I can never hate you but yet love you with all my heart. You do so many great things for your children. You are too worth to be replace by anyone. That can be only one super woman extraordinary wife and mother in this world,it's YOU MAMA. I ♥ YOU SO MUCH!

3 words is never enough

2011-05-05T11:49:00.000-07:00

This song is perfect for someone who you love so much..

And I dedicate this song for you my dear Imran Ahmad with ♥

Things that need to be done

2011-05-04T10:33:00.000-07:00

I have one month to do the things that I've should done before I go back to UiTM Lendu and start my new semester at there. List:

Gotta finish up my "stranded" driving license that unfinished.
Need to buy hard disk.
Repair my crazy laptop.
Hang out with my friends as many as I can.
Must go out a day with my mum. MUST.
Try spending time with him as much as I can.
Buy new season complete set of How I Met Your Mother,Big Bang Theory and Glee.
Need to clean up my old clothes in my closet. *sigh
Do a movie marathon. Everyday is a movie day :)
Exercise? Maybe yes or maybe not.

I'll try my best to complete these things. In fact I am starting already. Goodluck to me! ;)

If you wanna breakup,that's cool

2011-04-22T07:45:00.000-07:00

Just for fun only :)

I'm not turning back..

2011-04-02T11:22:00.000-07:00

Just listen to it and I hopes you understand..

A bet of feeling

2011-02-25T09:15:00.000-08:00

For all the things that I had did in the past,a sin is a sin. I'm not perfect. But I am no stranger. I did a lot of mistakes but I guess I didn't learn that much. I'm growing up. I'm not getting younger. I need to open my mind and my eyes I need a changing in my life. Maybe a space. A space where I can think clearly what I want. I need to let go my past. Obviously,I don't let it go yet.Am I afraid or what? Honesty,insecure,commitment. Do I really have all those 3? I don't have the answer. I really don't..

The word S

2011-02-02T08:15:00.000-08:00

I wish this is true. I guess somehow I need to share what I feel and how I felt. Cause I know,when I share my problems,I'm not alone. Atleast I don't have too much burden stuck in my brain right. Like they said,sharing is caring.

You are my first time

2011-01-30T04:43:00.000-08:00

No matter how hurt ourselves everytime we get into fight,this song always reminding me about how much I love you so much Imran.. And if God's willing,I want to be with you forever..

Remember..

2010-12-21T06:59:00.001-08:00

You're so far but you always in my thought.. I want you to know that the memories we've made together always be the sweetest ever in my life. I want you to know that distance will never break us apart. I want you to know that I will never do things that can make us hate each other. I need you to know that. The relationship that we built,I'm not gonna make it falling down easily. I want us to be together forever if God willing. Will you be with me forever and ever Muhammad Imran? After all the challenges that we had been through,I hope you realized that I love you more than anything else. It's not the looks,or fame or money that I want from you,but your sincere love and care that I want most. Hope you know,deep down in my heart,it's you that I want to be at my side. Remember,I'll always love you dear..

Going distance

2010-12-18T03:42:00.006-08:00

SURAT
TAWARAN

Bahagian Pengambilan Pelajar
Universiti Teknologi MARA
40450, Shah Alam Selangor, Malaysia
Tel: (603)5544 3164, 3165, 3166, 3174, 3175
Faks: (603) 5544 3170
e-mel: bpp@salam.uitm.edu.my

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Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda ditawarkan tempat untuk mengikuti program di UiTM:

Program:	(AM110)	Sepenuh Masa
		DIPLOMA PENTADBIRAN AWAM
		FAKULTI SAINS PENTADBIRAN & PENGAJIAN POLISI

Kampus:

M - UiTM Kampus Alor Gajah

Semester:

DISEMBER 2010

Sila datang mendaftar di tempat yang ditetapkan.

Tempat:	UITM KAMPUS ALOR GAJAH
	KM 26 JALAN LENDU, 78000 ALOR GAJAH, MELAKA

Tarikh:

27/12/2010

Masa:

9:00AM - 4:30PM

Kemudahan dan Bayaran

Yuran pengajian satu semester: SILA RUJUK BIL BAYARAN

Kemudahan kolej kediaman :	DISEDIAKAN

PENTING

1.	Program dan kampus yang ditawarkan adalah MUKTAMAD. Sebarang permohonan pertukaran tidak akan dilayan.
2.	Anda dikehendaki mematuhi syarat-syarat tawaran seperti berikut.
3.	Sila bawa sijil-sijil asal dan salinan SEMASA MENDAFTAR. [Senarai Semakan & Borang-borang Pelajar Baru]
4.	Anda dikehendaki membuat pengesahan penerimaan / penolakan tawaran dengan segera dalam tempoh yang ditetapkan melalui laman web di http://istudent.uitm.edu.my/intake .
5.	Calon hanya diterima sebagai pelajar UiTM setelah datang mendaftar, membayar yuran pengajian serta memenuhi syarat kemasukan yang ditetapkan oleh UiTM.

So finally,after lots of patience and gave up,I'm officially going to UiTM. Trust me, berat hati nak tinggalkan Unirazak tapi I gotta do what I need to do right. I mean this the first and last time I get this kind of opportunity and I'm not gonna blown it just like that. Although I know I have to start from the bottom,but if it's worth it to me and my family,well I must go with it. About my lover of my life,Imran Ahmad,I'll always gonna love you. And trust me,you are the first that I'm gonna miss. Our memories won't fade away,I promise. Maybe we can meet once in a month. But no matter what happened,remember that I'll always love you my dear.. So here we go again,I'm gonna stop here for right now. Love,Della.

"F"

2010-12-04T09:42:00.000-08:00

This is exactly how I feel right now. It's hard to describe,it's unexplained but I guess this is the right word for all that happens in my life right now. And yeah,I am reaaaaaallllyyyyy enjoys it. I know I'm a strong girl,but come on even Wonder Woman fail sometime right,so it shows that I'm not that strong enough perhaps maybe I'm just a tough girl inside and out. Life have to move on. You go upwards not backwards. Love issues will never have the end and yet I'm kinda sick and tired of fighting. Why love,oh why? Family and money,well these both things don't bother me that much like love issues. People were right,relationship are hard especially when you have someone special in your life huh. You gotta do what you have to do man! I mean,I am being myself and I don't change for who I am just for love. That is shitly hypocrite. So,yeah go FUCK.

No more counting..

2010-11-12T03:03:00.000-08:00

Keputusan kemasukan ke UiTMsesi Disember 2010 akan diumumkan pada

Program Diploma 15 November

Ya Allah,takutnya aku. I am scared waiting for the result. Afraid that I'm gonna be disappointed again. Afraid to lose my only hope. Afraid to let down my parents again. After all,I don't have lots of time anymore. Next year would be my last year as foundation student and will be continuing my study in Bachelor of English(Hons). If I get into UiTm, well I have to say goodbye to Unitar and hello to UiTm. I guess the counting days will gonna over soon. Hopefully, I can get in,amiiiiiin..

You used to hold me

2010-11-04T11:05:00.000-07:00

Truth is,how fucking-ly I miss you..It's hard to express it by words but gosh I do miss you a lot! I wish I can see you everyday but I know life is not that easy as we wish and I don't hope high. I can survive without you by my side but I must say surviving by myself without you in my life? I don't think it will be as easy as 1,2,3.. There's a long way to go for us.. To achieve what we all want for and to be success in the future..Together we try to survive in this hectic world cause how much we hate our life are,this is only the beginning right?

There's never too late to say I Love You

2010-10-29T11:21:00.000-07:00

It's so easy to make up your mind but the hardest thing is convincing your heart.

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Muhammad Imran Ahmad,I do love you actually..How bad sometimes our relationship,we're still be together at the end of the story. We may not be the perfect couple ever,well who say's we're perfect anyway. Let just say I can't wait to see what happened in the next few years. Seriously, I can't wait to for the drama! ;)

♥Della

Love the way you lie

2010-08-30T02:17:00.000-07:00

I don't know how long can I deal with this thing.I'm damn tired of pretending that everything seems okay outside,but inside,it's getting suffer.Don't ask me until when cause I really don't know the answer.I am thinking of giving up but then I realize it will be wasted after all this time we're being together. Then again,we'll wait and pray to God that everything will be okay just like before..

To be honest,

2010-08-05T08:26:00.000-07:00

If God made us for each other,this might be the answer. I want you to know that I always love you. If anything that can break us apart, trust me, I wouldn't forgive myself. Just let you know, I am yours for right now.

Tagged With ♥

2010-06-12T09:12:00.000-07:00

Roses are red,Violets are blue,you know I love you..

And yet,I will always continuing loving you..

This is only a middle chapter in our love story,

We never know how it will be end..

But,no matter how it will be,

I'm still loving you..

I'll be beside you when you need me,

For you to cry,happy or whatever that might be,

I'll be here for you..

And here I am saying,

Happy 1 year & 6 month anniversary,

I love you Imran Ahmad..

Roullette

2010-06-10T20:48:00.000-07:00

I've been busy with university life.Very very busy and very very tired.I didn't get the chance to study in my university of choice,but I'm not giving up.I am studying now at UniRazak doing my one year foundation and hopefully I have a good pointer for me to entering IPTA to do my bachelor. By the way,I really miss Kim,Nurul,Hafiey,Ameena,Izzat,Syue and Yana.I miss Khatty too so much. And I really really really miss my Muhammad Imran Ahmad. Love you guys soooo much! And I'm sorry if lately I've been ignoring you guys,I'm not ignoring but I'm just tired.You guys understand it right? I'm sure you will.

Listen

2010-05-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

First of all,I want to say that I'm gonna miss Ain,Mus and Afiq Akmal,they've been really great friends tho. Going to continuing study in local university heh ? How lucky you guys are and please please study smart as foundation is only for one year :)

Secondly,I'm not perfect but that doesn't meant I'm stupid right? It's my decision what course I want to study and it's all up to me to made up my decision,PERIOD. I know I'm not smart enough but at least I'll give it a try,and I'm serious about it. Poly-tech might not be the "one" for me maybe because the course that I want is not in there as all the courses in there well..not quite relevant for me i guess. I just hope this time would be better than before,I hope this time would change P & M perspective about my decision in study and I just hope they would respect my final decision,that's all I'm asking from them.

Tell me about your love

2010-05-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

FOR ANOTHER 1 YEAR HOPE

2010-05-12T08:55:00.000-07:00

"I was waiting for the longest time,"she said. " I thought you forget."

"It is hard to forget,"he said, "when there is such empty space when you're gone."

Happy 1 YEAR AND 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG . I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AS LONG I'M STILL BREATHING AND ONLY GOD CAN DESTINE & TEAR US APART.

THANK YOU FOR ALL THIS YEARS FOR BEING WITH ME EITHER WHEN I'M SAD OR HAPPY. EVERY MOMENT IS YOU IS PRICELESS.

I LOVE YOU IMRAN AHMAD.

Feel it

2010-05-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE MY LOVER

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Hungry for Anger

2010-05-03T09:05:00.000-07:00

If a small thing has the power to make you angry, does that not indicate something about your size?

Sydney J. Harris

He who angers you conquers you.

Elizabeth Kenny

Give up?Ain't gonna happen.

2010-05-02T03:18:00.000-07:00

IPTA . Maybe I don't have the luck to get it but at least there are still hope since they open the "borang rayuan" thing . Dapat tak dapat,well that's the other story . But I really hope I can get it . It just,I'm trying my best to get into local universities so that I don't need to pay such a lot of money just for studying . I know,local or private,it's still the same,but hey if you've have the chance to study in local why not ? Local is still the best too right . Anyway,things happened and I can't turning back . Time is precious,so I don't want to waste it like I used do in the past . By the way,congrats to Khatty,Alya,Sarah and Ain cause you guys got the chance to study in local . Study hard guys :)

It's true

2010-04-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

Remember me

2010-04-18T11:15:00.000-07:00

It was a day to remember right? All the drama and incidents made it more fun and unforgettable . I'm sure Izzat will remember it . Crying scene remember M, non-stop talking remember N , rain and lost handphone remember me, green "Ferrari" remember Hafiey and last but not least,Beyonce' butt remember Ethan :) We may don't have a lots of money but who cares if you have crazy wacky quirky that accept who you really are. Thanks guys!

p/s;Babe,I must admit,I do miss you tho):

It's all about YOU

2010-04-07T10:06:00.000-07:00

I ♥ when,

you play with my hair
you sleep so I can tickle your face;)
you get jealous for silly things*wink
you sings for me even though you don't have a "lovely voice"
you get mad
you put your warm arm around me
you hug me
you kiss my forehead
you play with my hands and compare the sizes of my fingers with yours
you call me every night just to hear my voice
you're sweat
you wear your stupid boxers ;D
you start making your weird dance moves
you start getting blur
you when you're naked whoaahh;))
you send me your goodnight text
your football team M.U lost the game
you hate my team CHELSEA
and last but not least,
YOU LOVE ME TOO..

especially for you I

Listen,the rain is pouring again..

2010-04-01T11:08:00.000-07:00

The love of heaven makes one heavenly.
-William Shakespeare-

Between rain and love

2010-03-30T11:02:00.000-07:00

It's 2 o'clock in the morning and it's still raining outside..I wish you were here,makes sure I'm warm under your hug and said to me I'm here with you..I choose rain because it's remind me a pieces of you deep in myself.And love because you're my only love that I have for right now..We will be apart soon and I know it's hard for you to let me go..Goodbye maybe a perfect word to end it..You do what you have to do..But,deep down in my heart, I don't want you to let me go and far away from your sight..Thanks for the great memoirs..Thanks for everything..I will always love you..

Carry my heart away

2010-03-25T10:25:00.000-07:00

The words describe it all..

You're not old enough to be grown up

2010-03-24T12:50:00.000-07:00

I miss the old times..I really do..

Being crazy and silly all the time..

And I miss..

2009

Hangout till you vormit

2010-03-09T19:36:00.000-08:00

View pictures from bottom to above.

Bottom pictures were at Sunway Pyramid and pictures above were at Andalus,Damai.Overall,we had an awesome time! We got summons by police haha which was hilarious;) Well,enjoy the pictures everyone!Btw,thanks N,Fiy and Izzat! Love you guys! ♥D

Underwear

2010-02-26T10:05:00.000-08:00

Twilight heartthrob Kellan Lutz stripping off to front the latest Calvin Klein Underwearcampaign.Grrrr!His just soooo hooottt isn't it?Damn,I would fall in love with this guys if his mine;)♥D

A bunch of us.

2010-02-23T08:21:00.000-08:00

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We end up with a tired face as this day goes so well.Shisha,ciggars,movies,all the stuff that we did.Thanks to I & Zil for making our day crazy:))

Finally & Upset

2010-02-23T07:39:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since I don't meet H.And today I finally had a chance to meet him at Marvellous:)

Dude,I fucking seriously miss you man!Plus,I finally can see your "new" hairstyle haha.It's kinda alike Jared Leto new hair except your hair is way messy than his hair.But still,I like it tho.Makes you look "macho man" grr;)) Can't wait to hangout with you H!

Dear I,

Every couple have an issue right?Think of the brightside.Easy to say,think me.I love you and I miss you.But one thing I'm asking from you,when you're tired,please say it,so that I don't need to wait you like a stone.Harsh?This is the price that you get when you make a girl like me upset.♥D

Priceless

2010-02-22T11:00:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since I don't blogging and how stupid I am that I forgot my own password.Trust me,this is ain't the first time.

I'm currently now staying at home,and yeah..I didn't find any single job that available.But atleast I did home chores and I got RM200 every month which quite fine with me as I don't need to think about lunch and transport money.But the bad news is,SPM result will be out on 16 March and I have to say I'm quite scared.Just like Bazil said"kau buat tenang je" haha.Yeah right dude,it ain't gonna happen.

This 3 month is "meaningful" to me.Many things happened the way that very unexpected.And it teach me a lot of things that I should see a long long time ago.For example,dissapearing is so not cool.I meant it.What kind of friend who just dissapeared?So there you go,lesson number one:)

How I miss spending my time with I.I really do.I know it sounds weird,but we never having fun just both us.I guess we both like some havoc and crazy things in our life right?;)

HONESTLY,I miss I,K,M,N,D.S,H,I,A and the list of alphabeats goes on and on.Guys,I really really miss you a lot.There's always a good moments to remember and I hope you guys think the same.♥D

Read it.

2010-01-28T10:51:00.000-08:00

Seven Worst Things Guys Can Do to a Girl

1. Cheat on us
It’s disrespectful. Not to be honest enough to just tell us that you want to see other people, and do it behind our back. You’re letting us know what you really think of us. It would just make us feel suspicious of the whole relationship.

2. Check up on us every 5minutes
It’s your way of letting us know that you don’t trust us, o that you’re actually smothering and clingy. Either way, it’s not good. And it’s really annoying.

3. Lie to us
You need honesty in any relationship. And not just with your girlfriend, even with your friends and whoever.

4. Be jealous of our boy friends
You have to understand we’ll have friends who just happen to be boys, whom we’ve known even before we got relationship. It’s not fair if you make us choose. If I had to choose I would probably still choose my boyfriend, but I would end up resenting him as a result. It could lead to breakup, and then I would just hang out with those boys he got jealous of in the first place.

5. Make us feel guilty for hanging out with our friends
We have to have time to bond with our friends, even if it’s just watching chick-flick movies. We do some things that boys just aren’t involved in. you shouldn’t have to question that.

6. Take us for granted
In the beginning you just really appreciate everything, but as the relationship goes on, to some extent you tend to take each other for granted. And no matter how hard we try to please you, it’s either your way or the highway. We soon realize it’s not good for either of us.

7. Be too dependent on us
Unless you are completely engulfed in each other’s worlds, you should have your own life, your own friends. We should have that time together, but you should still have your own space to hag out-with your friends or by yourself.

Angry Enough?

2010-01-28T08:56:00.000-08:00

Anger and jealousy can no more bear to lose sight of their objects than love.

B.O.D.Y

2010-01-27T22:25:00.000-08:00

"No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't."

Marilyn Monroe

"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are."

Kurt Cobain

Honestly,

2010-01-26T09:19:00.000-08:00

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I miss everyone that I know.I missed my school times.I missed doing weird and crazy things with my friends and I just missed every faces that I know.We used to had fun together aren't we?What memories become memories.I wonder what will happen next..It seems everything change..drastically..*sigh

Inspires me

2010-01-25T08:30:00.000-08:00

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It's been awhile we don't make out together kan Sayang?When was the last time?You probably don't remember neither do I haha.Gosh!I am craving for my cigars now.And how much I miss Absolute Vodka hahaha.TTFN!:)

Fight for this ♥

2010-01-24T04:05:00.000-08:00

"I don't love you like I used to..I don't love you like I want to..I felt difference.."

I love you and yes,I miss you so much..Words cannot describe how precious you are in my life..And I know you can't keep waiting to hear my answers.Trust me,I really don't have the answers..I really don't..I'm just not happy like I used to..Maybe you're right,I want to be the girl who crave for vodka instead of mineral water,the girl who love taking drugs instead of eating nice food and the girl who really really addicted with cigars and you know what,I loved it.Truthfully is,without you I'm not the same but with you I'm still not the same person..I have to admit,deep down I want to have fun with my silly friends but I want you to share the moment with me too..Don't you get it?I hope you do dear..Cause I love "us" but at the same time we cannot be "us" forever you know..I ain't gonna take my words back,never..I'm sorry..

Heartbeat Like A Hammer

2010-01-23T08:36:00.000-08:00

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I think I should sign up for Tumblr as I love posting pictures than writing a blog.Urghh.Literature is not my best subject although I do love English:) And damn I'm freaking sleepy.Btw,Sayang you know I ♥ you and how much I miss you right?):

Summer

2010-01-21T21:03:00.000-08:00

"Summer:I just woke up and I knew this is it.
Tom:But yeah,what did you knew?
Summer:Things that I've never sure when I'm with you"
-from 500 Days of Summer-
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Fell in ♥ with this movie.This is not your ordinary love story.Watch it.Seriously,I heart it:)

I'm not a genie

2010-01-19T08:19:00.000-08:00

But I wasn't and it's okay.I'm starting to "love" my life now with or without you.I am a superwoman.Am I?:)))))))

A Piece Of Heart

2010-01-16T22:35:00.000-08:00

"Great loves too must be endured."

Coco Chanel

"All you need is love."

John Lennon

You Got Me Love Struck

2010-01-14T05:41:00.000-08:00

you and always do Muhammad Imran Ahmad..

Happy 1year and 1month anniversary sayang<3

What lives must die..

2010-01-13T06:50:00.000-08:00

Al-fatihah for my beloved atuk,Muhammad Zam who left the world forever yesterday early in the morning.Semoga Allah s.w.t merahmati rohnya & menempatkan beliau di syurga..Amin..

The BUTT Issue

2010-01-10T09:56:00.000-08:00

I'm proud to have her butt.Maybe not alike but still,we do have a Big Butt tho.Honestly,I don't like my butt at first as it's getting bigger as I'm growing up.But in the end,this is the body I'm gonna stuck till I die.Face it,big butt is hot man and I'm proud of it .Just look like Kim K.Big is Hot.Big is the new Skinny.Haha long live Big Butt!;)

Picture of the Day:)

2010-01-07T09:18:00.000-08:00

7.01.2010

We have so much fun right!Plus damn tired haha but overall it was a blast moment:)And thanks a lot to my Im tersayang.Lots lots lots of credit for you and Hafiy Badak too yaa!I love you guys forever and ever lah!<3

Sadly,

2010-01-05T06:45:00.000-08:00

I wish I have alot of money man.And I mean ALOT.Since I don't go to school anymore,I guess there is no more pocket money.I'm officially broke.I need to work.Get my big butt active back..*sigh:((

MNDS

2010-01-03T04:14:00.000-08:00

First of all,this is the only picture of four of us.Yang lain in M handphone haish.I miss you guys so much..I really do..Yesterday I went to BurgerKing and I just remembered our times at there.Balik dari SB,mesti singgah BK using F car.Remember we always bought our ciggars together.Sambut birthday dkt situ.Aww!rindu gila babi sial!Plus,kat situ lah kita selalu skip class haha.Beli drive thru together haish..When we can hangout together again?Seriously,I miss us.Bila nak karaoke sama2 lagi?Bila nak get high kat Rainforest Sport Bar?I just miss our moments together you know..M!Bila kau bole keluar?S!Asal kau senyap je doh?N!Dia on je haha.

Rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuu laaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 words

2010-01-01T19:13:00.000-08:00

I love you..

but sometimes,you make me mad so badly..

Btw,

2009-12-23T08:10:00.000-08:00

Mini hiatus again due trip to Jakarta..Will be back soon!;)

Love,Della<3

Hong Kong!

2009-12-23T02:57:00.001-08:00

Hong Kong!For those who never been there,I suggest you better go.It just an amazing experience.Haha and the best part is jalan-jalan dekat HK,terjumpa Zahid AF ohh;)

Overall,it was a great journey at there.I mean the city is more way way way modern than KL and way way way more clean than here.Except,they ate pork alot.And I mean ALOT.Even the shoes at there majority use pig skin lining haih..

I really hope "He" could be with me especially when the fireworks show at Disneyland.But,what can I do :) Oh well,it's a long story but will update about it soon.Tata!:)

SPM 2009..

2009-12-16T06:46:00.001-08:00

I'm gonna miss you guys after this..Even we're barely know each other but knowing you guys for 1 year is enough for me..So,after this we'll not be the same again I guess..No more cleaning "the hall",no more hearing Tr.Zaza long "speech",Tr.Lin high pitch voice,Tr.Zaid maths formula,Tr.Yusri Kelantanese way of talking,and yes Tr.Nadawi selambe action;)

Afterall,this is only the beginning of real life right..Long way to go huh.We shall see and gather again one day when everyone have fullfill their dreams and success in life.I hope I do:)

p/s;"Ferarri Hijau" teringat Hafiy,Atos teringat Izzat,Skuter Pink teringat Mino,T-bunt teringat Ethan haha.

I'm Here To Say...

2009-12-09T02:30:00.000-08:00

I'm back on track baby;)
Haha setelah sekian lama kan terperam didalam bilik buat-buat belajar depan parents,akhirnya buku-buku dah siap aku bakar.Burn baby burn muahaha*sorry teruja:D Oh well,unfortunately my time for spending December holiday school with my beloved and my friends is limited.By 18th of Dec,I've to go to HK.Selamat tinggal Malaysia:(
Okayy..enough with drama haha.Will update later.Gotta go!

ps;Fatin,shisha belanja la doe arini kat mali's yea;p

Knock Myself Down..

2009-08-24T23:42:00.000-07:00

Just want to inform you guys that this is my last post before Hari Raya...
Sadly,I've got SPM trial on 1st September of 2009.
Well,there's no turning back right.Just do the best I can.Hopefully..
Trial SPM dalam bulan puasa haihhh:(
I really really really hope I can do well in my trial cause I need the scholarship tho!
Goodbye For Now..

yours truly,

della

Because of Scholarship..

2009-06-28T09:50:00.000-07:00

Hiatus peeps..
Trial SPM is getting near and I have another test to come..
I need to get excellent result for my trial so I can get scholarship..
Form 4 is soo honeymoon!
Study hard,study smart missy:)

p/s;Goodbye for another world legend,Michael Jackson:((

Tagged by Khatty

2009-06-12T01:18:00.000-07:00

Rules and regulation of the tag; All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.
Write the names of 21 friends you can think in your head. And then answer the questions. Say you're guessing if you don't know,but at least guess on all of them. After doing this,tag your unlucky friends to do the same.

1.Siti Khadijah

2.Imran Ahmad

3.Hakim Nasir

4.Anis

5.Sarah Aiman

6.Maryam

7.Alya Farhanah

8.Aminah

9.Nurul

10.Syue

11.Dzul

12.Afiq Akmal

13.Hazreen

14.Fazli

15.Azrul

16.Ain

17.Adib

18.A

19.F

20.A

21.H

1. How do you meet 1?
SKTS 1999;)

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
Same class so mesti jumpa jugak.

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
Stop them!Because 20 is not a good man.

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
Yes,I have.Hodoh kot haha.

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
Lesbian sgt!

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
Honestly,haha littletinyitstbitsy ada.

7. What's 2 favourite colour?
Black:)

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
Few days ago haihh..

9. What language does 8 speak ?
Mix maybe:p

10. Who is 13 going out with?
Forgot to ask haha.

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
Haha date once,that's it.

12. Where does 18 live?
Kedah.

13. What is the best thing about 4?
She's always support for me whenever I want to light my marlboro ;)

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
Bhai,bila nak lepak kondo haha.

15. What is the best thing about 20?
A good kisser maybe hee.

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
Babe,tolong jawabkan haha.

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
She's always emo lahh.

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
Everyday!

19. How is 7 different from 6?
They both have difference age.

20. Is 2 pretty?
Ohh yes,macam pondan dekat melati tu haha.

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
Psycho dude;p

22. How did you meet 3?
Semenkeb jadi cupid (:

23. Is 2 until 21 is your best friend?
Some yes,some na'ah.

24. Do you love 1?
Babe,pls marry me haha.

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Nope,idk.

26. When was the last time you saw 16?
At kesuma miss her:(

27. Have you been to 5's house?
Yup!Best ohh hehe.

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
Bukak sekolah!

29. Are you close to 11?
Only when he wants to know where is K

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
Yup.

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
We're both gotten in to trouble heh.

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
Why not auww;)

33. When have you lied to 3?
Never I guess.

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
Sort of maybe.

35. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
Her laugh yang kuat kalah pontianak haha.

36. Has 1 met your parents?
Yes.My parents approved her hehe.

37. How did you meet 1?
Darjah 1rubi :)

38. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
Physically not yet.

39. Do you live close to 14?
No,I don't.

40. What is 16 favourite food?
Her dad cooked!

41. What kind of car does 1 have?
Dengar gossip,she wants to buy a ferrari haha.

42. Have you traveled anywhere with 12?
Nope,maybe after SPM hee.

43. If you give 1 a RM100, What would she spend it on?
Food,clothes,movies,present for her "apek" haha.

Beauty is Pain

2009-05-30T12:20:00.000-07:00

Firstly,thanks to I cuz' tolong ambikkan kasut ni.Sorry sangat if menyusahkan.Back to the story.
Aku order heels ni few days ago and yess!finally aku dapat jugak.Mezzanine memang jual kasut heels yang betul2 "killer".Aku tak tipu.Dengan perasaan yang proudly gila,aku koyak plastik and bukak kotak kasut tu then aku try.D.A.M.N! Betapa bestnya aku dapat menjadi tinggi even for a minute.Oh dunia,lihatlah aku!Kedepek! aku terduduk atas kerusi.Selamat ada "life saver" kalau tak gegarlah assetku.Hahahahaha padan muka nak sangat jadi tinggi,hah ambik kau!Ada hati konon pfft.Terus tak stabil nak berdiri.Sumpah,kini aku bangga menjadi orang yang tak berapa nak tinggi .Punca kedepek!?Rupa-rupanya there's a mini pump infront of the peep(kaum adam,hiraukan ayat pelik ni) yang aku sendiri tak perasan masa time aku bodek tengok gambar kasut ni.Enlarge the picture to see the thing. Aku pakai tak sampai 5minit,kaki aku especially my right feet macam nak tercabut *sigh.Sampai sekarang denyut-denyut lagi kaki aku.Alahai kasut!4.5 inch pair of heels what do you expect right.Serves you right.Ketawakan kan dia hahahahahaha.Bodoh!Moral of the story:Biar pendek,asalkan stabil :)
Well,I might wearing this "killersexyhot" shoes only for any events or function where mostly I'm just sitting on the chair alot.Itupun if "ada" lah.Kalau tak,practise buat catwalk model runaway dekat rumah depan cermin jelah oii.

p/s;i still love you shoes.i really do:(

Babe,

2009-05-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

"Girls are forever,Boys are whatever"

Siti Khadijah Hamizah...
Babe,seriously Anis&Imran shouldn't told you actually.Cuz aku taknak kau kecil hati lagi.Kita pernah bergaduh once,so aku taknak kita gaduh lagi.Kau jelah sahabat aku dunia akhirat babe.Problems and secrets aku,kau sorang saja tahu right.Sharing is Caring:) About H,ahh itu cerita oldschool lah.Cuma budak 2 orang yang "BIJAK" tu jeh haha terkantoi sudah isihatitersirattersurat aku dekat kau ceh;p
But,no matter what,kau tetap sahabat baik aku until the end.Sahabat lesbo aku.Sahabat for everything termasuk sahabat mengutuk Imran sekali haha serves him right.Sapa suruh buat jahat dolu2 kan?:D

Aku Sayang Kau Babe!

Take Me There Please?

2009-05-08T10:54:00.000-07:00

Dear I,save a lot lot lot of money and we can go this place okay?
It's your dream place and my dream place.
Romantic?haha definately!
Oh Venice:)

Ohh,how much I miss my old time at Paris!Eiffel Tower in night view is just sooooo beautiful.Damn it!
Haihh.Babe,I && semualah,please go backpack to Paris shall we?
But..I have to work it on it to save money ceh!

;)

Sorry Boys!

2009-05-04T09:27:00.001-07:00

Ohh!Girls lips-locking.
Babe,jum buat together2.Haha Imran can be the photographer.Will ya sayang?;)
Hee.Don't be wrong.Just I love lesbians && gays picture.To me,they're hot.Really HOT.

PESANAN..

2009-02-25T02:50:00.001-08:00

Pesanan seorang kakak kepada adik-adiknya..
"Anis,kaw belajar pandai-pandai,jangan masuk sekolah setiabudi,ehh salah setiababi.Sumpah sekolah tuh sampai mati mcm babi."kata aku kepada Anis.
"Ika,belajar betul-betul,masuk asrama.Sumpah!sekolah tuh mcm fucckkkk!Cikgu kerek gila!Displin mcm cipan!Pujuk papa jangan masuk sekolah tuh!Tkpe,Lah backup.Tau tau tau!"kata aku kepada Ika.
Kesimpulan cerita,adik-adik,bapak-bapak,mak-mak,kalau terdengar and terfikir nak masukkan anak-anak anda ke sekolah SM Taman Ilmu Dan Budi,jangan sesekali masukkan disitu.Sayangilah Anak Anda Sebelum Terlambat.
Ingat pesanan ini:)

2009-01-30T07:25:00.000-08:00

1.Put your music on your shuffle.
2.For each question,press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4.Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing this memo as well as the person wrote this memo.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY"YOU SAY?
Say Okay by Vanessa Hudgens

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Outta of My Head by Ashlee Simpson

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Baby If You Give It To Me by Busta Rhymes

HOW DO FEEL TODAY?
Fuck You by Tila Tequila

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Move Along by All American Rejects

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Touch My Body by Mariah Carey

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ur So Gay by Katy Perry

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Salam Terakhir by Sudirman

WHAT IS 2+2?
Red and Dying Evening by Alesana

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Geek In the Pink by Jason Mraz

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Complicated by Avril Lavigne

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Everytime by Britney Spears

WHAT DO WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Flaws and All by Beyonce'

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Piece Of Me by Britney Spears

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Don't Stop The Music by Rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON THAT YOU LIKE?
Summer Love by Justin Timberlake

WHAT IS HOBBY/INTEREST?
Shake It by Metro Station

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Deeper Conversation by Yuna

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Brainstorm by Arctic Monkeys

WHAT'S THE WORST THING COULD HAPPEN?
Runway Love by Ludacris Feat Mary J Blige

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Cry by Rihanna

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Cranked That by Soulja Boy

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Behind Blue Eyes by Limp Bizkit

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Silver Lining by Rilo Kiley

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Dream Catch Me by Newton Faulkner

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Stupid Girl by Pink

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
I Don't Care by Fall Out Boy

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Berhenti Berharap by Sheila On 7

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME,WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Thinking of You by Katy Perry

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
LiveYour Life by T.I

Won't be seventeen forever

2009-01-26T05:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEENALYA!
Aku sayang kaw forever oke!
Love,Hug && Kisses,
della